Its all in my head????

So I've been having trouble with my leg where it feels like dead weight and I can't put a lot of pressure on it without it feeling like its going to give out on me again. So I went to the doctor today and you know what he basically said to me???? He said how my brain told my leg to shutdown and by not walking on it I just made it worse. Now you tell me...how am I suppose to walk on a bum leg? Meanwhile hes doing these exercises on my leg and making me walk and I'm cringing in pain. So now I have to go get an MRI to make sure nothing is wrong with the muscle. What is it with doctors and nurses? They don't let you use crutches when you need them without a doctors note and then the doctor complains about them not letting you but says the pain is all in your head. I mean really, has society really become so paranoid that they won't even believe if you're in pain anymore? Is our society really based on just making more money or being jerks?

My first blog post

Hello other blog spot users. This is my first personal blog and I hope you enjoy it. Please let me know if I break any blog rules. I'll mostly be writing my thoughts on life and also some of my writing. I love to write poems. and I hope you like this one.

Tomorrow comes and ends today
And we all sit around and begin to pray
For those who lose their lives in war
For the pain that those families must endure

We turn to see and sadly hear
The cry from suffering and excessive fear
From those who suffer through and through
Not knowing what they or we can ever do

The war keeps on without a stop
With the innocent hearing the deadly "pop"
Of a gun in the soldiers' hand
Causing people to lay dead in their homeland

And all we do is sit around
Watching the bodies on t.v. hit the ground
Instead of fighting for an end
To the death and suffering that need to mend

Passions should arise from us all
Our voices coming together with a call
Of a new peaceful day and age
Where people aren't killed for resources or rage

Although we pray its not enough
We must make our voices heard, we must get rough
We must be smart instead of strong
To escape the darkness into a new dawn

I know some may not agree with my poem but these our my thoughts. I hope you enjoy them and please comment. I love to get people's opinions.